will not take the blame.

For the past few weeks, we keep fighting over some silly matters i.e. trust issues, boys, exes, social networks etc. Gosh, this has been the main issue since forever! At some point, I just can't take it anymore. If I have a knife, or any harmful things in my hand, I just can't promise that I will never hurt him. Haha. Not funny. But, this time, I don't know if fate's in our side - again!

To him, I'm the one to blame. And at my point of view, seriously it's HIM. Ok. We seemed to blame each other. Fighting like a child.

Huh.

saya pilih mereka

I've voted my favourites. Aku admit, aku biased sikit. 

Aaron Aziz, voted! 

Nadiya Nissa, voted!

Angah RL, voted! 

They got talent, bagi aku la kannnn... Don't judge me! Haha. Anyway, aku sokong our entertainment industry. Even xsegah Hollywood, I'm proud of my country's. Check out this link if you want your favourites to win. So that, xde la banyak bunyi bila orang yang korang xsuka tu menang nanti. Hehe. I'm just saying. Kbai.

Anugerah Blockbuster Astro

my skin is...

I have oily and ance-prone skin. That's why I have to be careful when it comes to skincare & cosmetic products. Tak semua produk kita boleh belasah je. Contoh, dulu aku try macam2 produk, konon nya nak cari yang paling sesuai. Last2, ambik kau...muka aku ni dah macam bahan uji kaji dah...pimple scars  are all over the place. Heh. Then I tried Oxy products, and it somehow cured my acne problems. Okay la jugak sebab scar tu dah hilang. And since I'm in my mid of 20s right now, I'm kinda scared of wrinkles & mula mementingkan healthy skin. Nak muka sentiasa awet muda gitu macam Rozita Che Wan. Hampeh. Haha. So I cross Oxy out. I tried different types of product. At first, try Bio-essence Tanaka White sebab kawan aku cakap muka dia jadi lembut, pori2 pun dah xnampak, halus, dan yang paling penting, aku nampak muka dia macam glowing...tegang semacam je. Huhu..tu yang aku gatal nak try jugak. Biasa la, perempuan. Tapi, the result kat aku macam tak berkesan sangat. Ala, xsesuai la tu. Now, I'm using ZA Total Hydration range. Macam ok je. I hope so. Sales assistant kat kedai tu pun cakap produk ni sesuai ngan skin type aku. Ntah ya ntah tidak. Tengok je la nanti. If it doesn't work out, I will just have to ban ZA too. Fuuuu.

september

September.

It feels like yesterday I left my campus life. Gosh, I really miss the old times. Miss the moment when I had to eat maggi sebab nak save bajet. Rindu saat2 aku bersengkang mata buat esaimen, study, lepak, hanging out...etc...bla...bla...bla.. You know how it feels right? Eleh...we're going thru the same things. Fact.

I remember when I was at secondary school, I kinda hate my life. I hate going to school. I hate my teachers. I hate everything. And you know when the hatred stopped? Once I leave my school. I kinda miss all the things. Mula la rasa nak sekolah balik. Berangan kalau dapat peluang, akan study my hardest konon. I think we all might have the same feelings. Lalui benda yang sama.

And now, I miss my friends. All of them! I have crazy life because my friends are crazy. We always had a good laugh. Even stress pun, selalu je buat stupid jokes, so xde la negatif sangat. Benda tak lucu pun kitorang boleh gelak sakan, lepas tu masing2 terfikir "apsal gelak wei?? It's not FUNNY at all!!". Yup, macam tu la dulu. We're crazier together. Haha. I miss them so much.

I hope I can meet them again some day. I will. I just knew it. Btw, Happy September everyone.