Resolutions? Please.

Happy New Year everyone!

Still recycle azam ke? Masih lagi nak bring froward azam 2013 yang non hado tu?

Ughhh. Please. Boring.

Mine? I just wanna give back. Do deeds. A lot. 2013 was really the year of hardship for me. It started well. Tapi bila masuk je February, I cried almost every night! Serious. Too much things happened. Aku tak boleh nak balance life aku. Being a drama queen also did not help at all. Gah!

Along the way, I found myself. Like what I wanna do in my life. What I want...stuff like that. I did found so many great people along the way too. And the rest is history. I have great bestfriends now. I love them to death!

So...

Bring it on 2014! I'm stronger now. :)

cooking and me

Cooking.

Yes, that's one of many things I definitely not good at. This is embarassing. Arghh. All my girls know how to cook, at least at one great dish. And I was like,"Wow...the best dish of all time. Hebat!". Bajet kagum giler. Padahal cooking is just as simple as... Nah. I'm kidding. Cooking is hard for me!

Bila tengok orang lain masak siap post bagai di facebook, aku sentap. Show off betul diorang ni. Haha. That's obviously my jealousy speaking! Truth is, I will always adore them,and will always be this envious person. Mau tak gelabah, ko dah besar panjang pun masih tak reti nak masak. I bet my bf is the unluckiest guy alive now. Poor u, man. My symphaties. Wuwuwu.

Apart of all that, I am now learning how to cook. Dan aku boleh gerenti kalau ada kelas masakan, I will be the first person to sign up. Gila desperate nak belajar masak. Ke desperate nak kahwin? Haha. Both I guess. Now, bangun pagi je terus online cari resepi, terus masak. Not bad lah aku masak. Sedap jugak kat tekak aku.*flip hair*

So sekurang- kurangnya aku tahu aku tak terlambat lagi nak belajar semua tu. In 2 years time, hopefully aku dah master lots of dish. Ok.

Cooking time!

Ps: And in the mean time, please do not gain anymore weight! Reminder to self.

mastering your walk

For all ladies yang baru nak hidup dengan heels, this vid might be helpful. Thanks a lot Michelle Phan!

Such a guide for me too. Lepas ni diharap tidak akan berjalan dengan awkward lagi. Bhahaha.

Watch this!

(sometimes) being negative is okay

I have some thoughts that will make some people to disagree with me. Phew. Okay..

Aritu, waktu aku tengah online,jumpa lah satu link review tentang satu produk ni. And surprisingly, because of these negative reviews, orang2 kita ni bertekak dalam facebook. People are saying that the reviews are meant to tutup periuk nasik orang yang berniaga. And yeah, that's how our mind works these days. Baru cakap sikit, dah guna word tutup rezeki orang, hasad dengki and so on blablablabla. Nonsense!

For me la kan, buat review is a common thing. Buat positif review bagus. Buat negative review pun tak salah at all. Sebab bila ada some people yang buat negative review, itu secara tak langsung akan bantu customer2 lain buat pilihan yang terbaik bagi diri mereka samada nak pilih produk A atau B. Orang2 yang berniaga ni pulak tak payah la kot nak sentap bagai. Sebab bagi aku, sebagai penjual ko sepatutnya tahu barang yang ko jual tu..i mean the strength of your product. Orang takkan nak buang masa la nak tutup periuk nasik ko pun. Insecure much ha? Buang masa je semua tu.

Kalau nak berniaga, buat betul2. Do your own research about the product, cosmetics especially. Perlu tahu bahan2 yang digunakan dalam produk yang ko nak jual tu. Know all the long term effects if digunakan secara berterusan. Sebab ada sesetengah produk yang tengah hot sekarang, aku noticed ada gunakan bahan yang dilarang; yang boleh akibatkan kanser kulit as its long term effect. I'm not mentioning any name..yet. Gahhh. And that's why aku agak heran la if penjual ni cepat je nak sentap bila adanya review2 negatif pasal produk yang diorang jual tu. Fakta kot nak sentap pehal weh. Kalau review positif cepat je ko nak hebahkan. Yang negatif ko boleh pulak maki hamun orang tu balik. Apsal ko tak pegi maki je KKM semua tu kan. Fuuuu.

Sometimes, people who wrote negative about a thing, wasn't meant negative at all. They write facts which some people are refused to admit. *facepalm.

Aku xleh nak nasihatkan penjual sebab diorang ni selalunya determined nak capai visi & misi diorang. They won't listen. And they might bashed me later. Haha.

Hmmm.. dahla. I don't know what else to say to you guys. People nowadays ha. They drive you crazy. Haha.

So guys, be a knowledgeable customer yah. Think wisely and know your rights.

Till next time. Peace.

Ps: This is just my opinion after all. Don't mind me. I'm crazy. Haha.

berbuka

Last nite, having iftar with my besties. Compared to last year, this time around Ein cooked for us. Masakan yang sangat superb & boleh kahwin esok terus. Haha.

Eventhough this year xda nya lah nak buffet bagai, but it was such a great moment to remember. We had so much laugh...hilang stress aku.

Oh how i love these girls. Wuwuwuwu.

Tapi sebab makan kat rumah jak, xdalah mok dress up bagai. Siap pake seluar tracksuit gik la kawan aku.

So....

Not a single pictures taken. Rugi. Huh.

stay away

Rude.

U know how rude it is if u keep messing up with others life. Ada jak benda yang xkenak. Oh gosh. Please. My life is not that interesting pun yang orang nak kecoh xhabis2. Dem la u guys.

This is not fair to anyone la bah. Siapa pun i bet will hate this situation. Xperlu kot nak text one another to tell them how bitch i am. Contoh. Bhahaha.

Hey,maybe to you i am such a bitch, but i know myself well and how much people surrounds me knows me.

Bitch? I dont care. I still got my loved ones beside me. They are still there. BOOYAHHHH LOSER! Try another method next time will you?

Guys,lets be happy together.

Peace. Salam ramadhan. :)

welcoming sara

Last nisfu syaaban, I got another niece. What a blessed day. Really. 

And..how I wish one day I will have my own. In sya Allah. Tsk. Tsk.

There's so much pictures with my newborn niece in my phone actually. I can't never stop jadi camwhore bila dekat baby. Bhahaha. If aku upload banyak sangat pun akan jadi sangat annoying. Tahu.

football.

I watched football last night. With my besties. Haha. My first time went to football match cos sport is not my thing actually. I don't even know all those leagues. Stadium negeri pun aku masih bodo bodo lagi nak faham kat mana. Oh please. Tau tengok je...tau bersorak sampai sakit tekak. Posing bergambar pun dengan mafla pinjam. Bajet penyokong tegar la sangat.Bhahaha.

Waktu mula- mula sampai stadium,dah terliur okey ngan makanan yg dijual kat luar. Nampak macam yummy gila lah. Sakai. Haha. What a great experience I thought. Thanks besties sanggup heret aku masuk stadium. I love the food. And. I love u guys deeply. Serious. Awwww. Wahaha.

Masuk stadium pun dah 2nd half. We don't have tickets pun..xsempat beli. Semua dah sold out. All those people yang xdapat tiket pun macam menggila kat luar stadium. Yes,I got scared easily. Kecut perut dowh takut ada rusuhan. Phew. Me and my imaginations. I heard so many bad things dah la okay. Plus my bf will never let me go to crowded places. Takut aku mati kena pijak mungkin.  Haha.

Even so, we managed to watch sarawak score 3 gol waktu 2nd half. Oh yeah. Semangat ngap sayot. Kl lose. Boo. Dah rezeki bumi kenyalang kan. Harap jangan sentap. Peace yaw. Let us sarawakian lupa diri kejap.

Nota kaki: WIN OR LOSE,I AM PROUD TO BE SARAWAKIAN. :)

ikut trend

Wah. Dah lama xupdate. Almost forgot yang aku ada blog. I don't have interesting things to blog about pun. Just keep myself busy melayan all the social sites. Fyi,now i got instagram too. And the hell I keep thinking 'am I a photographer now?' *wink* since I don't even know how to take pictures. Tapi still nak jugak ada insta. Gila xsedar diri kan aku. Bhahaha. Dah jadi instagrammer,blur pulak nak share gambar apa. Nampak sangat beginner yang perlu rujuk instagram for dummies. Haha. Too bad I'm such an easily influenced by all those trends. Penat la kan nak melayan nafsu aku nih. Remember everyone was playing candy crush (and still). Then the next day,terus install. Hey,proud to be a candy crasher walaupun satu level tu pun seminggu jugak aku setelkan. Challenging konon. Stress nya lah aku. Yang tu candy crush. Aku fikir candy crush is not really just-a-game sebab setiap kali main makin stress,so I  tend to move on to a much simpler game which is Pou. Bajet memang xkan stress la kan layan game ni. And guys,look at me now. Pou is not for me. REALLY. I MEAN THIS. Layan Pou tiba2 nya lah aku merasa kesunyian + terbayang2 la meme forever alone. Wakakaka. Don't take me wrong guys. Pou is not my thing. Aku sendiri pun xterjaga. Ni kan pulak nak mengasihi alien pet. Hahaha. Forever alone........pftt. Kesian kat diri sendiri. Tettt.

update.

Hey! Happy New Year. I know I'm late. Sangat lambat wish. This is my first entry for 2013..and now it's already February. Damn. Sangat malas aku nak meracau kat dalam nih. Haha. New year aritu, sempat la jugak aku buat new resolutions. New year...new resolutions. And new beginning also. I'm already working now & making my own ka-ching! :)

For this 2013, I'm trying to not bother posting about my relationship matters. Since that one bad thing happened to me this early February, kinda force me to question all over again about this whole bullshit. Yes, bullshit. So tired to be me........................................

Until then, be happy living! And stop bitching others. Faham.

pure marine collagen

Lately, one of my friends keeps promoting pure marine collagen to me. Setelah aku mendengar keberhasilan benda alah nie, dan agak2 aku terpengaruh la dengan all the magical stories aka testimoni pengguna2 lain, so aku decide nak try la jugak. Mana tau kot2 boleh jadi gorjes...magic gitu. Hahaha. Healthier skin, happier me. Aha, tagline siap! Kali ni nak research pasal pure marine collagen ok. Antara benefits collagen adalah menegang, menghalus dan melicinkan kulit yang menjadi penarik utama aku try benda ni selain dari benefits dari aspek kesihatan, of course la kan

But, hey, I'm not gonna write much about all those info. Google sendiri la ek. So motif tulis kat blog? As my own reference la. Blog aku, kannnnn. Last but not least, jom bersama2 ke arah kesihatan yang optimum. Pftt.

*ha...letak pic satu... PURE MARINE COLLAGEN. Sumber: Google.

turning 24

December 6th was my 24th birthday. Looking back on how my life as a 24-year-old should be, I think I'm still a little child inside. Haha. Can't never grow up, ha? I'm not a very successful person either, yet, I don't have any serious commitment aside from living the way I am now. I'm grateful to be alive, nuff said. The only thing I hoped for is that semoga segalanya dipermudahkan olehNya. Amin.

ps: Umo 30 aku nak kek bday 8 tingkat pulak. Set. :)

will not take the blame.

For the past few weeks, we keep fighting over some silly matters i.e. trust issues, boys, exes, social networks etc. Gosh, this has been the main issue since forever! At some point, I just can't take it anymore. If I have a knife, or any harmful things in my hand, I just can't promise that I will never hurt him. Haha. Not funny. But, this time, I don't know if fate's in our side - again!

To him, I'm the one to blame. And at my point of view, seriously it's HIM. Ok. We seemed to blame each other. Fighting like a child.

Huh.

saya pilih mereka

I've voted my favourites. Aku admit, aku biased sikit. 

Aaron Aziz, voted! 

Nadiya Nissa, voted!

Angah RL, voted! 

They got talent, bagi aku la kannnn... Don't judge me! Haha. Anyway, aku sokong our entertainment industry. Even xsegah Hollywood, I'm proud of my country's. Check out this link if you want your favourites to win. So that, xde la banyak bunyi bila orang yang korang xsuka tu menang nanti. Hehe. I'm just saying. Kbai.

Anugerah Blockbuster Astro

my skin is...

I have oily and ance-prone skin. That's why I have to be careful when it comes to skincare & cosmetic products. Tak semua produk kita boleh belasah je. Contoh, dulu aku try macam2 produk, konon nya nak cari yang paling sesuai. Last2, ambik kau...muka aku ni dah macam bahan uji kaji dah...pimple scars  are all over the place. Heh. Then I tried Oxy products, and it somehow cured my acne problems. Okay la jugak sebab scar tu dah hilang. And since I'm in my mid of 20s right now, I'm kinda scared of wrinkles & mula mementingkan healthy skin. Nak muka sentiasa awet muda gitu macam Rozita Che Wan. Hampeh. Haha. So I cross Oxy out. I tried different types of product. At first, try Bio-essence Tanaka White sebab kawan aku cakap muka dia jadi lembut, pori2 pun dah xnampak, halus, dan yang paling penting, aku nampak muka dia macam glowing...tegang semacam je. Huhu..tu yang aku gatal nak try jugak. Biasa la, perempuan. Tapi, the result kat aku macam tak berkesan sangat. Ala, xsesuai la tu. Now, I'm using ZA Total Hydration range. Macam ok je. I hope so. Sales assistant kat kedai tu pun cakap produk ni sesuai ngan skin type aku. Ntah ya ntah tidak. Tengok je la nanti. If it doesn't work out, I will just have to ban ZA too. Fuuuu.

september

September.

It feels like yesterday I left my campus life. Gosh, I really miss the old times. Miss the moment when I had to eat maggi sebab nak save bajet. Rindu saat2 aku bersengkang mata buat esaimen, study, lepak, hanging out...etc...bla...bla...bla.. You know how it feels right? Eleh...we're going thru the same things. Fact.

I remember when I was at secondary school, I kinda hate my life. I hate going to school. I hate my teachers. I hate everything. And you know when the hatred stopped? Once I leave my school. I kinda miss all the things. Mula la rasa nak sekolah balik. Berangan kalau dapat peluang, akan study my hardest konon. I think we all might have the same feelings. Lalui benda yang sama.

And now, I miss my friends. All of them! I have crazy life because my friends are crazy. We always had a good laugh. Even stress pun, selalu je buat stupid jokes, so xde la negatif sangat. Benda tak lucu pun kitorang boleh gelak sakan, lepas tu masing2 terfikir "apsal gelak wei?? It's not FUNNY at all!!". Yup, macam tu la dulu. We're crazier together. Haha. I miss them so much.

I hope I can meet them again some day. I will. I just knew it. Btw, Happy September everyone.

noob

1 thing that people doesn't know about me is that I'm actually a social noob. I got Twitter & Fb account, but do I really connect to those so-called friends? Nope, I don't think so.

Online pun jarang2. Ada bb pun xde subscribe bb pakej. So, duduk je la diam2. I created my fb account simply because my friend asked me to.Twitter? I had it because of the trend. Haha. Jangan xda bak kata orang tek nak. I also bought bb cos that's in my wishlist since I'm 21. Yes, I got one already. Tapi......xde sorang pun member pakai bb jugak..so agak no point la having bbm and stuff. Pft. I will force my friends & family to buy bb also one day. So that boleh la aku bajet generasi Y. Hehe. Nak sangat layan bbm sampai muntah.

So right now, aku memang xde idea nak meracau kat fb or twitter. Status sangat la jarang aku update. Kalau update pun, aku macam invisible. My ex also keeps bashing me out in fb buatkan aku rasa menyampah nak online dah. Personally, aku lebih suka Twitter. Simple. Compact. Bold. And most importantly, I feel safe. There's no one yang boleh cakap aku itu, aku ini di Twitter. Am I right? Jangan ingat kita dah sempurna bila melihat yang lain dengan pandangan yang hina. Ok.

eid

Think it's not too late to wish all Muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Here...I'm eating with all my heart out.

Makan.

Makan.

And makan.

The one thing I realized this eid is my mom's laksa sarawak is the best. Really! *droolling*

hmmm...

We're all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

buka puasa

I went out with my girls yesterday to break fast which lead to an unexpected journey. The big plan to buka puasa together ended up with buka puasa dalam kereta cos somehow we didn't manage to get to any food court in time. Did I mention that we went in a myvi and there are seven of us in the same car?!! Yeah, true story. Muat ok. Sigh.
Before able to chillax and memenuhkan perut, we traveled in a perahu tambang (sebab park keta kat seberang sungai..huhu), arrived at Waterfront and finally had dinner in Parkson shopping complex. Bukan iftar lagi dah, tapi dinner ok. Yeah, true story also.

Rite?? Awesome! Guess betul la kot Oprah cakap "Everyone wants to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down." In my case, perahu tambang. Haha. What a beautiful life. I love my girls damn much. Xoxo.